Thursday, October 15, 2009

This Love Right Here

I find myself no longer worrying if my ass is too big, hips too wide, belly too pudgy, breasts too buxom

I don’t wonder if I’ll have to relive the hurt, hide my true goofy, witty, nerdy self, or if I’m smart enough, good enough, or proper enough

Rather I find myself laughing for no reason at all, smiling like some deranged woman out of touch with reality, and going to bed with this childlike innocent grin in my heart and my soul frolicking in the emerald green grasses of rebirth

I hold my head high, care not about the world’s opinions of my unconventional self, smile and shake my head at those that come against me followed by a deep and hearty “hmpff” as I strut off and roll these wide hips, phat ass, and thick thighs

Honey I haven’t a care in the world because I have a God sent man that loves me beyond my faults and through my fears

He inspires me to be the best me that I can be all the while loving everything about me from my naturally beautiful wavy locks, sapphire heart, all the way down to the high arches of my feet

Yes, I am loved indeed. I guess I have never really loved or been loved before because it sure as hell didn’t feel like this

Because this love right here...yeah, this love is fiyah

13 comments:

  1. Amen u can't worry about what the world thinks about u! Pple are always gonna have an opinion!

    Feeling good about yourself is a wonderful feeling isn't it!

    Go girl! Happy u are in this place right now! All women inspire to be there!

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  2. Girl be you and be proud. Go head and get your sexy on.

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  3. What an inspirational post. You go girl, I love it!

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  4. i am looking forward to meeting that man!!!
    like the post

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  5. hmmmm...you mean the God up stairs...or a man with a godly body??? *wink..

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  6. CRYSSRENEE/LEA/OR THAT ONE CHICK WHO IS NAMELESSOct 15, 2009, 4:55:00 PM

    TELL EM QUEEN, I WAS ROLLING MY NECK AND SMACKING MY LIPS READING THIS BECAUSE I FELT A " I KNOW I'M SOMEBODY" VIBE TO THIS. I LOVE IT!!!!! U INSPIRE ME TO WRITE SOMETHING AGAIN. IF ONLY I COULD FIND MY DAMN MUSE

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  7. SWEET!

    Congratulations missy. I'm happy for you.

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  8. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wooohooo!!! I am so happy for you because girl I tell you I know that feeling you have!!!!

    Keep on smiling hun and I wish you both the best in your relationship...

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  9. i so happen to be asking the same question as Afrojigi baby...which one? bcuz, i'm getting jealous

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  10. that's the spirit gurl!

    we should never let the world steal our inner joy and happiness.

    we must learn enjoy where we are on the way to where we are going.

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  11. Said like a well loved woman.

    Clap for The Man!

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  12. All o can say is AMEN!! AMEN AMEN AMEN!!

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