I find myself no longer worrying if my ass is too big, hips too wide, belly too pudgy, breasts too buxom
I don’t wonder if I’ll have to relive the hurt, hide my true goofy, witty, nerdy self, or if I’m smart enough, good enough, or proper enough
Rather I find myself laughing for no reason at all, smiling like some deranged woman out of touch with reality, and going to bed with this childlike innocent grin in my heart and my soul frolicking in the emerald green grasses of rebirth
I hold my head high, care not about the world’s opinions of my unconventional self, smile and shake my head at those that come against me followed by a deep and hearty “hmpff” as I strut off and roll these wide hips, phat ass, and thick thighs
Honey I haven’t a care in the world because I have a God sent man that loves me beyond my faults and through my fears
He inspires me to be the best me that I can be all the while loving everything about me from my naturally beautiful wavy locks, sapphire heart, all the way down to the high arches of my feet
Yes, I am loved indeed. I guess I have never really loved or been loved before because it sure as hell didn’t feel like this
Because this love right here...yeah, this love is fiyah
Amen u can't worry about what the world thinks about u! Pple are always gonna have an opinion!
ReplyDeleteFeeling good about yourself is a wonderful feeling isn't it!
Go girl! Happy u are in this place right now! All women inspire to be there!
Girl be you and be proud. Go head and get your sexy on.
ReplyDeleteWhat an inspirational post. You go girl, I love it!
ReplyDeletei am looking forward to meeting that man!!!
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hmmmm...you mean the God up stairs...or a man with a godly body??? *wink..
ReplyDeleteRoll it girl!!
ReplyDeleteTELL EM QUEEN, I WAS ROLLING MY NECK AND SMACKING MY LIPS READING THIS BECAUSE I FELT A " I KNOW I'M SOMEBODY" VIBE TO THIS. I LOVE IT!!!!! U INSPIRE ME TO WRITE SOMETHING AGAIN. IF ONLY I COULD FIND MY DAMN MUSE
ReplyDeleteSWEET!
ReplyDeleteCongratulations missy. I'm happy for you.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wooohooo!!! I am so happy for you because girl I tell you I know that feeling you have!!!!
ReplyDeleteKeep on smiling hun and I wish you both the best in your relationship...
i so happen to be asking the same question as Afrojigi baby...which one? bcuz, i'm getting jealous
ReplyDeletethat's the spirit gurl!
ReplyDeletewe should never let the world steal our inner joy and happiness.
we must learn enjoy where we are on the way to where we are going.
Said like a well loved woman.
ReplyDeleteClap for The Man!
All o can say is AMEN!! AMEN AMEN AMEN!!
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