Last night I was awakened out of my sleep by extreme hunger.
That’s been a frequent occurrence of late. I usually drink from a bottle of
water kept on my desk and go back to sleep. Last night the hunger was relentless.
It would not allow me to simply drink water and doze back off.
That had only happened one other time in my life. I was
pregnant with my first son and famished, so I waddled to the kitchen and ate
the first thing I saw, which happened to be a slice of bread. I laughed as I told
my mother about my pregnancy hunger tale, but she looked incredibly sympathetically
at me and said, “Poor baby, but we always have food in the house. You might
have had to cook it, but there is food.” I explained to her I was so hungry I didn’t
care what I ate. I just needed to sate that hunger immediately.
Last night I debated on whether or not to lie there awake
and hungry or to stop being lazy and get myself food. The spirit of God gently
whispered, “There is always food in the house. You simply have to heat it up or
spread something onto a slice of bread. You don’t even have to cook.” I
grudgingly got out of bed to make myself a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
That took all of one minute. How crazy is it to grudgingly do something simple
that will benefit YOU? I frowned a little because I realized there was no
lemonade, so I would have to drink water. As I was leaving the kitchen I turned
to see a full bottle of ginger ale. I absolutely LOVE ginger ale and had
totally forgotten about it. I did a little happy dance as I poured myself a
small glass of it to accompany my sandwich. Once I reached my bedroom I thought
how perfectly chips would have complemented my sandwich and ginger ale. I
trotted back down the stairs to grab a small serving to complete my meal. Once my
hunger had been staved off I breathed deeply and lied back against my
headboard, nicely satisfied and comforted. There was that gentle voice again, “Now,
doesn’t it feel much better to wander off to sleep with a sated full belly?”
Indeed it felt amazing. I did, however, think to myself that that bottle of
water would have been enough to get me through the night.
I thought our conversation
was over, but no. There that voice was again, “Just as that bottle of water
would have only staved off your hunger for a few hours, so is my obligation to
provide your basic needs. The water would have been enough, but it would not
have filled your belly and left you aptly satisfied. Your laziness almost made
you lie in misery when there was plenty to eat. All that was required was for you
to either heat something up or spread something across a slice of bread. The
work on your part was minimal in order to be fully satisfied. As are my
promises to you, it only takes a small effort on your part to walk in fullness.
Just as you thought you would have nothing to drink but water there was a full bottle
of your favorite drink to partake of. Just as you were satisfied with that, you
thought about how nicely chips would have added to what you already have. The
sandwich is representative of my promises to you, the ginger ale my promises I’ve
made to you that you have forgotten about, and just when you have enough to be
well off I add blessings that compliment and complement my promises to you.”
What’s your bottle of water? Your job? Government
assistance? Staying in a bad relationship because it provides your basic needs?
Don’t do as I have and allow your laziness to stop you from getting all that is
promised for you. Faith without works…

Speechless!!!! This is Awesome!!!!
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DeleteDeep sis. Deep. With your permission, I'd like to copy that last bit of this and keep it w/ me. you already know, I love you and thank you for the reminder.
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